A guide to healthy eating.

I've got my five a day sorted:

drink Sprite (1)
eat chips (2)
...with tomato ketchup (1)
and finish the day with some wine (1)

Same shit. Different day.

fuck my life.

Depression is an illness, not a mood.

Disorder	Your Score
Major Depression:	High-Moderate
Dysthymia:	Moderate
Bipolar Disorder:	High-Moderate
Cyclothymia:	Extremely High
Seasonal Affective Disorder:	High-Moderate
Postpartum Depression:	N/A
Take the Depression Test

I live for the nights I can't remember, with the people I won't forget. ♥

Mad World.

And I find it kinda funny,
I find it kinda sad.
The dreams which I'm dying,
are the best I've ever had.

They exist!

Einstein.

Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it's stupid.

Anybody ready for a confession?

Here it is...
I love Lego!
Yeah, that's right, a fifteen year old girl spends all her money on constructional plastic bricks, and has a whole room filled with it - all built up with roads and people. :)
I guess it's my collectable.

The reality of fear.

We're not scared of the dark, we're scared of what's in it.
We're not afraid of heights, we're afraid of falling.
We're not scared of the people around us, we're scared of rejection.
We're not afraid to love, we're afraid of not being loved back.
We're not afraid to let go, we're afraid of the reality that they've gone.
And we're not afraid to try again; we're afraid of getting hurt for the same reason.♥

I believe we can fly.

There is hope in this life,
There is fear in these eyes,
I believe we can fly,
Through the hole in the sky.

Sometimes I get a good feeling!

What a tune! Not appropriate right now though, I feel terrible. Flu sucks.
Also, I read this earlier:
"Never let someone be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option".
Now, that's appropriate.

Kinda pissed that everyone's out clubbing having fun and I'm stuck at home with a headache and a throat that feels like a chainsaw. Anyways, I spent the last 2 days off school doing nothing but graphics coursework (trust me, it look awesome) and I got accepted into sixth form! :)

Peace out?

The History Boys

...is a novel by Alan Bennett that we're studying in English. One of the teachers, Hector, says:

"I count examinations as the enemy of education".

How annoyingly true! There's no way an exam is a true reflection of your abilty; if anything, it's a test of how good your memory is.
Hmm, rant over. I like trains.

When I'm sad, I just listen to Gym Class Heroes and I'm a happy bunny again.

Tough week - mock exams, friend issues and the usual crap. I think Physics has taken my mind of things though, I spent the whole night trying to understand an A4 sheet of my teacher's scribbles, and now I get it and have a headache.
Also, I'm trying to finish my novel, which is proving to be difficult. Anyway, I'll blog later when I have something interesting to blog about :)

Happy Guy Fawkes. :)

We went down the beach to see the local firework display, then came home to a bonfire and our own firework display with sparklers. :)
I quite like these photos, they prove that you don't need a good camera to take a good photo (these were taken on my 5 megapixel phone camera).
Aaannndddd I've had exams all of today, which was proper rubbish.

There's rubble and dust.

too true

why is it that we adore the ones who reject us, and reject those who adore us?

which one?

I'm (hopefully) off to a UV foam halloween party at a club, and I think i'm going as a devil. These dresses are options:

Dorothy Perkins "Red pleat boob tube dress" £24	Dorothy Perkins "Red jewelled waist dress" £30

Ms. C. Soraia.

If a great wave shall fall
It'll fall upon us all
And between the sand and stone
Could you make it on your own?

If I could, then I would
I’ll go wherever you will go
Way up high or down low
I’ll go wherever you will go...

Let's start from scratch.

Hello, I'm Charlotte. I have just discovered how real the following statement is:

"Life is a rollercoaster; it's full of ups and downs."

Except, my life is a shitty rollercoaster with no tense inclines at all. Instead, it slopes upwards ever so slightly, then plummets below ground level, and keeps going. There are a few twists and turns, mostly unexpected; maybe one or two loop-the-loops thrown in there too.
Basically, everything's pretty pants right now, to put it nicely. I'm trying to juggle a demanding social life (clubbing, seeing mates) around a hectic school life (revision, coursework) and it's just stressing me out. Then there's boy issues, and stressy little cow issues, and the fact that Cornwall is f*ing freezing right now, and it's only bound to get colder.
This isn't a good start, I know, but it seems like every time something good happens (in this case, I've discovered who deserve my friendship and who should, quite frankly, grow the fuck up) something crap follows.
I'm going to shut up now.