Haha.

So, sorry for the long time no update. Shit's happened. :')
But, here's a very appropriate song:

How about that? I'm single. And now I have no friends. Isn't life great?
Oh well, Alton Towers with family tomorrow (at least they never let you down) so photo and blog to appear on friday when i get back.
Over and out.

David Guetta! ♥

You've got me dancin' and cryin'
Rollin' and flyin'
Love don't let me go
You've got me drownin' in a river
Cold but in fever
Love don't let me go

Oh and this surprisingly butch pigeon was staring at me this morning. :')

Romford Shopping Centre Is Awesome!

So, went for a little shop today... when I say "little" I actually mean "big and tiresome". Anyways, I bought that jacket, a playsuit and tons of pants from Primark. :)

Techno.

On Thursday, my friend Cara went home and I went to Dave's again to hang around with him and his mate i befriended on Wednesday.
On Friday we left home at 10.30am and got stuck in tons of traffic, so it took 9½ hours to get to Essex when it should have only taken 6 maximum. Anyways, we spent the night at a hotel.
On Saturday it was my cousin's wedding, and it rained all day until the end of the ceremony. The reception was awesome with a buffet and some good DJ's, and I got to dance with my family who I hadn't seen in ages. We got back to my brother's house (where we're now staying) at 1.30 next morning.
On Sunday we went to visit my aunt and nan after buying some jeggings at Tesco (all of mine have holes in).
On Monday we went to see my great aunt and mum's sister, then went back to Tesco to buy some more jeggings and 'Dead Silence' on DVD (a horror film I watched at Dave's).

More Scary Movies.

On Monday I went to Plymouth with my niece to buy a dres for a family wedding and some shoes, which are awesome, and some other clothes. Then me and Cara went to see my mate really late at night walking behind a bunch of evil looking chavs (well, all chavs are evil looking).
On Tuesday me and Cara went to the beach, waited for my mate, gave up and went home to watch The Grudge and The Hills Have Eyes 2. My mate turned up at my house and we finished watching the film, then went down the beach and froze to death in the sea. We all crashed at mine, had a bath to warm up and snuggled up on the sofa in my duvet eating the lushest pizza ever.
On Wednesday my mate was getting a train to Bristol to get a plane to Gibraltar for 8 days, so we got up early, said goodbye and then chilled out at Dave's, struggled home, had dinner and watched Coraline. :)

Unintentional Movie Marathon.

Sorry for the long time no update, got a mate (Cara) down and been out most days. :)
On Thursday I saw my mates in town and watched a film at Dave's (Creep), which was awful.
Friday, me and Cara went down the beach in the morning, came back to watch 'Boogeyman' and then went back down after dinner.
On Saturday, we done the same except we watched 'The Omen' and 'Candyman' and a friend joined us for a paddle in the evening.
Today me and Cara went into town to shop for a bikini, met my mate there and introduced the two, then we went down the beach. The waves were massive and my mate had to stop us from drowning, so we sunbathed for a bit and went to a different beach. Nobody came in the sea with me so I went for a swim by myself and then we all went back to Dave;s to watch 'Dead Silence', which we gave up watching because we were all shitting ourselves. I had to walk home in the cold and dark with my bikini and cardigan on, which sucked, and Cara freaked out when we walked through a pitch black alleyway after we had an interesting conversation with a hitch-hiker.

Things You Didn't Know About Me.

1. I'm terrified of fish.
2. I used to have the biggest crush on Orlando Bloom.
3. I prefer raw cake mix to actual cake.
4. I hate feet, bellybuttons and armpits.
5. I only stopped playing with Barbie dolls when I was 9.
6. I can only sleep on the left hand side of the bed.
7. I have baths that can last up to 3 hours.
8. I've never been abroad.
9. I've lived in Cornwall all my life but never tried a Cornish Pasty.
10. I'm very opinionated. (okay, maybe you knew that)
11. I'm a huge dog lover.
12. I'm an accident prone.
13. I hate reading books.
14. Apparently my first phrase was "big hug" from the Teletubbies.
15. My hair's naturally blonde.
16. I get freaked out way too easily.
17. I'm stupidly impatient.
18. I'm an adrenaline junkie.
19. When I was 6, my teacher gave me a certificate because I wrote a story about ducks hunting for seaweed so they could make a birthday cake with it.
20. I gave up trying to learn how to play the guitar after a few days.

The Kaiser Chiefs Must Be Feeling Pretty Smug Right Now.

I think this is appropriate under the circumstances. :)

I Seriously DON'T Need Some New Friends...

Maybe I was wrong, my mates are pretty spectacular (I wonder how long this'll last). Anyways, I went to see my mate who was working and we sorted things out but he was busy after work so I hung out with my good friend Charlie. Sunshine is fabulous.

A Tribute To Maximus.

He probably won't even read this but what the hey.
Max Terry, I owe you a massive thank you for always being there for me, making sure I'm alright, giving me a hug when I need one and just generally being totally awesome to hang out with. I appreciate absolutely everything you've done for me, like cheer me up on the phone at 4 o' clock in the morning because I couldn't sleep, giving me a self-esteem boost, listening to all my problems, walking me home in the dark when i was half-asleep and always being available if I need you. I can safely say that you are one of the only people that have never let me down. I just hope you know that you're loved and appreciated. THANK YOU!

Most Unsuccessful Shopping Trip Ever.

I have to go to a family wedding in 11 days so Mum took me out shopping for a dress and heels etc, but all we managed to get were new trainers. They're pretty fly though I must say. ;)

I got back at like, 4pm so thought I'd ask my 'friends' if they wanna chill for a bit after they'd finished work (they usually finish at around 6pm). I texted them nearly 2 hours ago and still haven't got a reply. Well, what more can I expect really?

A Sad Song Is Necessary.

I Seriously Need Some New Friends...

Contrary to what I stated in my blog post "Changes", my current friends are only amazing when they want to be, which is usually not very often. Firstly there's the time when they dragged me all around town (10.3 miles in total) eventhough I had a bad leg, and then ditched me because they were too busy worrying about someone that was getting aggro. I tripped over a fence trying to catch up with them and smashed my head on the floor. When I met them later that night, they didn't even bother to ask where I went or if I was okay. The next day, they ditched me again after they'd gained all they could from the people we were with and had no use for them anymore. When I had a breakdown on the phone and, understandably, had a bit of a go at them, they hung up and rejected my calls when I was trying to apologise. They accepted my apology the next day (though didn't apologise themselves) yet didn't contact me the two following days when we'd arranged to go chill out. Despite this, I offered my support and sympathy when they had a problem, yet they didn't even mention mine. They're uncaring, inconsiderate and unfaithful. But, I'd rather have rubbish friends than none at all, and they still beat my old lot. Hmmm. I hate people...

Summer Checklist.

Get a tan. (it's faded now but it was nice)
Go on a massive shopping spree. (not exactly 'massive' but it'll do)
Go for a swim at midnight. (almost! 9pm)
Re-dye hair. (i plan on doing this soon, chocolate brown)
Buy a bikini. (eventually, with great difficulty)
Get some new trainers. (Pink/Black Airwalks)
Try Pearl Drops Daily Whitening Tooth Polish. (it works!)
See mates from school. (i never bothered doing this, i was too busy with other mates, whom i'm now not friends with. lol?)
Go Alton Towers. (it was amazing!)
Visit family in London.
Do coursework. (finally!)
See 'Super 8'. (it's not that great...)
Try surfing. (never got round to it)
Sort out my laptop. (started and gave up)

Updated at 16:56 on Wednesday 2nd November 2011

Changes.

May 2010


Believe it or not, this was me just over a year ago. Clearly things have changed since then and that's not just in my appearance. Aside from the obvious: the straight hair, lack of smile, puppy fat and make-up overload, my life in general is totally different. Firstly, I've got myself some proper friends - the ones pictured in the middle were okay, but don't compare to my current friends. If I'd known at the time that there are better people out there, I wouldn't have wasted so much time on them. Secondly, and as you may be able to tell, I wasn't a happy or confident person - I hid beneath my hands, had to plaster my face in make-up in order to feel even the slightest bit comfortable in my own skin, and didn't even do a good job of pretending to be happy.

Summer 2011


Wavy hair! I don't need fake, straight hair to feel good anymore, or a ton of make-up. I spend more time with my family (First photo) and my true friends (Second photo) rather than chatting to people I barely met from behind a computer screen, because I was too worried about my appearance to go see them. Also, I guess you could say that I've slimmed out, and I'm not scared of having my photo taken - I am who I am. I have a great family, trustworthy friends and a boyfriend who I adore more than anything else in the world. I have a social life, a better figure and a happier personality. See, I'm smiling! :)

Anyone Can Be A Hero.

I'm not sure why, but I'm in love with this song and video. ♥

Free Studio 5.1.5

I just thought I should tell the world about DVDVideoSoft's computer programme: Free Studio. Basically, people are always looking for ways to download music without purchasing singles on iTunes, and this is, in my opinion, the best way.
Free Studio has a professional-looking, good quality Youtube Converter and some other funky stuff: 3D video/photo making, Youtube downloader, CD burning, screen recording software and more.
1. Download Free Stuido 5.1.5
2. Open up the Youtube to MP3 Programme.
3. Find the song you want on Youtube (I recommend finding the Official video so you're guaranteed a good quality download).
4. Copy and paste the URL into the space provided.
5. Choose "Lame Insane Quality" for best result.
6. Download!

Click here to download Free Studio 5.1.5

Louder.

A Vague Introduction.

Okay, I don't usually use blog sites like this as I prefer making websites where you have total freedom, but my friend managed to persuade me on here so what the heck.

Firstly, I shall tell you a little about myself: I'm a short (5ft 5), chilled-out fifteen year old currently studying English, Maths, Biology, Chemisty, Physics, Citizenship, Graphic Design, Business Studies, ICT and Media Studies for GCSE'S. Typically, I'm into music and photography, and owe my friends and family a massive thank you for being there for me and keeping me sane. I have a 2 year old basset hound dog called Missy, who I love to bits:

...the best family anyone could ask for:

...and a gorgeous, amazing boyfriend whom I adore more than anything else in the world:


Peace out. ♥